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Apr
22nd
Sun
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100 miles of road on the ground, 100 miles of roooaaad…

You pace one down, pass it around, 99 miles of road on the ground.

Spring Classics Numero Dos. Long day that turned into. After derailleur issues with Leah’s bike, she encouraged us to proceed on without her. That left me, Natalia, Fred, and Natalia’s friend, Keith.

All of us were feeling righteous at the beginning. I had told myself not to chew off too much but there was absolutely no wind on Highway 1 and the sun was out and it just felt right to plow the whole thing down. We made a train and I held the front for a while, hard to pull off because cars were shooting out from behind us, from behind the corners, and by the time I did settle to the back, the pace was faster than I had anticipated. I was digging into my reserves already. I asked my group to slow down a touch, something about “I can’t keep up this pace for the next 80 miles” and they agreed. Keith got in the front, which is rad because Keith is somewhere around 6’4”.

I would say that somewhere around mile 60 or 70, we were starting to lose it a little. The paceline was now a cluster of friends chatting. We had these rural roads to ourselves and it felt good to treat the day as a ride and not a race. We were way behind anyways due to the misfortune at the beginning (which had set us back 30-45 minutes), so we took in the day and beers and jokes and had our way with it. The heat opened up the the smells of the woods, the grass, the spring flowers. It was goddamn wonderful out there.

By the time we got to the finish, there were only maybe 15 people there. The first bus had just left and it was loaded with much more victorious, more faster riders. Who cares. I’m thankful to have the company of my teammates, for they are family to me.

And speaking of family, my sister’s planning on getting married at the end of July. 18 years old and getting married. Not sure why they can’t hold off for another year or so but it’s not my shot to call. Nervous about that. Was really hoping Kristina would get some experience and adventure under her belt before settling down in Texas with a guy she’s been dating long-distance for the past 3 years, but I guess that’s just the sinner in me talking. Fuck.

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Apr
10th
Tue
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Now we’re thinking

These past few weeks flew by.

There was Alaska: homemade pizzas, hot springs with snow, fat biking through snow, massage, Mike’s Hard Lemonades, wine, hiking, playing with the snow mobile, shooting a .22, napping randomly, eating king crab legs for the first time, Tuaca.

There was Copperopolis: early wake-up, drive drive drive, get the Rainier and Bex to the race, see Chica Sexy teammates, drive to the feed zone, toss out bottles and encouraging words, wrap everything up, check in with MB guys and CS teammates, drive the Sprinter Van to lunch in Copperopolis (weird fake-old town), drive back to San Rafael, retrieve truck, drive back home. Fourteen hours total. So good to be at this race. Have wanted to get out there for a few years now.

Then Soil Saloon Sunday: must resist drinking as I must study later, power walk to bike, mount it, ride fast, hurts, burns, drink box wine quickly, drink a shot of whiskey right after, riding fast, still hurting, the wine and whiskey kick in, take another shot at the shot-cut, feeling better now, more loose, pushing the margins outward. Good to see everybody in the Soil Saloon group. Always good fun and ridiculous for everybody. Wanting more of them.

Took the chemistry test Monday: osmolarity, molarity, moles, determining pH, hypertonic or hypotonic, semipermeable membrane, balancing equations, constructing organic molecules, cycloheptane and cycloheptene and cycloheptyne and knowing the difference, litmus papers, buffer solutions, conjugate acid/base pairs. Felt confident on this one. We’ll get our tests back tomorrow. Trying to nab that A.

Summer is almost here. I think I have about 5 more weeks of school left. Chomping at the bit over here. Wanting to ride more and have less on my plate. It’ll come soon enough.




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Anchorage - Fairbanks

Anchorage - Fairbanks

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Mar
25th
Sun
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Couldn’t feel my feet for 7 hours.

The Spring Classic ride happened yesterday. The forecast predicted rain 100% and temperatures not past 55 degrees. I’d say a good 150 people showed up, suited in rain gear and sporting flimsy fenders on their bikes. We were ready.

The ride starts at about 9:10am with a neutral roll-out. We weave our way through San Francisco and then we’re off. I had no clue where we were going and trusted the people in front of me to lead the way accordingly. You knew you were on the right path as soon as you came up to a group at an intersection with a map pulled out. We’d confirm the route, mount up, and push forward. There was a climb on a slippery mountain side, mud made of clay, consistency of peanut butter, tires just spinning out but I got up the damn thing and then went down the damn thing. Going down it wasn’t incredibly difficult but that clay mud got stuck in my tires, brakes, everything. The thought of ripping my derailleur off got me off the bike. Tried clearing some it off with a stick, slowly jabbing it around the crevices around the brakes but it did no good. Ended up walking down and using a resident’s water hose at the bottom to get my bike back in working order.

Planet of the Apes was next. A good slow uphill with a group of about 10, then down the broken pavement, some more mud shit, some sand, some gravel. I went down with joy. The road spit us out onto Highway 1, merely 5-10 minutes from the first checkpoint.

My feet are long-gone by now. Hands still work but I know they’ll be shot by the end of this thing, too. We get to the checkpoint and I get the last bit of coffee, eat the eggy bagel I was supposed to eat before this damn ride, and realize that it’s a good thing I have this bagel because there is no food there (note: there was supposed to be food but the guys ahead of us ate all of it). Those that didn’t have food sank down a little, mounted back on their bikes, and headed out into more rain and wind and cold.

You could tell people wanted this thing to be over. It was a good challenge but we were all freezing and pushing hard to get to the end. We climbed up Stage Coach road, went down, up, down, up, down down to the next checkpoint. Mm, food. Lots of food. And coffee and sodas. This was the checkpoint where one had to decide to do the long route (100 miles with 10k feet climbing total) or the Express Route (85 miles with ~6k feet of climbing). After short debate internally and with some of the other people I had been riding with, we chose the short route. We wanted food and warm clothes too bad, and we knew taking the longer route meant even colder temps and steeper climbs. Again, mounted up, pushed on.

So that puts us back on Highway 1 for about 30 miles. Nice rolling hills and pace lines. Now, the fender thing; the rain made pacing people difficult. Those without fenders shot bits of rain and dirt up with every spin, and there were multiple times where I encountered this in my eyes and had to fall back. Even those with fenders still shot out a bit of that crap. One had to just put their head down and push.

The rain let up at the end, finally allowing us to get cozy on each others wheels. There was the 4th checkpoint about 13 miles from the end, with more coffee and pb&j sandwiches. Standing around too long brought on the shivers. We were so so close to the finish.

And then there it was, about 35 minutes later, the last turn to the Ibis bike shop down in Santa Cruz. The two other riders I had been with for countless miles and I were relieved. There was food and bathrooms and dry clothes in that building. I was shaking. I could barely move my fingers in order to take my shoes and clothes off. So happy to be done.

Apparently, about 10 people completed the 100 mile route (including Barry Wicks). There were two other groups that attempted it but the freezing temperatures and worn-to-shit brake pads (no stopping) got people to hole-up in a country club out in the middle of nowhere with hot toddies and french fries and a fire place.

There’s another one of these Spring Classic rides in April and I’m excited to tackle it. Rain or no rain, I’ll be there again, clawing my way to the finish line with a hunger for miles and climbing.

I’ll make note of one last thing here; my body this morning feels like shit. Back and neck and legs hurt. Drained. In a fuzz. I woke up at about 6:30am and couldn’t go back to sleep because I felt almost ill. Got to get laundry done and work the ALC Expo from 10-4 today before I head off to Alaska tomorrow. Going to be an interesting day.




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Mar
22nd
Thu
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“A” is for Alaska

Time passed quick. I swear this month, this March, just started and it’s close to being finished out. We always wonder where it goes, where it went, what’s next. Alaska is next for me. Thick snow. Janet has made reservations at the hot springs. She has also made a reservation for me to get a massage. Holy fucking shit, amen.

The Spring Classic is this Saturday and I’m wondering what’s going to happen. People will show up and sign-in and chat about new bike crap, yes, but the weather is supposed to be miserable. Rain, wind, cold. I don’t have a rain jacket, pants, booties, gloves. I DON’T HAVE GLOVES. Hey, I’ve been looking for gloves and haven’t found the perfect pair. Same goes for the rain gear. Maybe I’ll wear a plastic poncho. That’ll pack down easy, right? Probably too flappity flap in the wind when I’m shredding the descents. It’d probably suffocate me. Scratch the poncho.

I think I’ll do it. I can put in the 100 miles and the 10k feet of elevation to just get that shit done. Haven’t done any riding down there (South) either, so that’ll be a nice change. And I’ll have company. I pray they aren’t annoying.

Spring Break! Man, Spring Break. How about that. I feel a huge relief in my head now, like I can sleep and sleep and get back to friends. Spare time is reality, just for a while now, but for longer when the semester is over. Happy for the challenges I’ve put before me. Pining for rest and focus on one task. Too many burners going.

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Mar
19th
Mon
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I want to be like the grandma in “Triplets of Belleville”

It was a pleasant weekend, even with all the driving. Good company and a fun bunch to watch race out in Sacramento. Rainier tells me on Saturday about a female soigneur and how she got into the field. Here’s a link to her blog with a few video interviews: 

http://shelleyverses.blogspot.com/ 
 

Wonder if that’s something that I’d like to do. That’s what got this whole Sports Medicine idea in my head; the traveling around and helping my team out. Working on it. Feels like it’s slow moving but I don’t know any other way. Time time time and the lack thereof.

I wish I were born the daughter of Jacques Cousteau, of Alfred Russel Wallace, of Eddy Merckx. I’m happy for what I have but I wonder what things could have been under other circumstances. Maybe it’s fair to suggest we all do. And then again, perhaps we can all create what kind of life we have. Rogers and Maslow would be proud.


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Mar
7th
Wed
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Done.

The only thing that stands out vividly from today is this morning when my mom was yelling at me.

She was honestly yelling at me, even when I asked her to stop.

And it sucked. Real bad. And I couldn’t believe the shit she said, this hurtful and stabbing violent whirl of words. She didn’t apologize when the dust settled. It’s been a long time since I felt like that. Wanted to turn into a ghost.

She’s sleeping now and she leaves tomorrow and it all feels like somewhat of a waste. And of course it feels horrible to say that, but the more I try to get to understand my mom as a person, the more I don’t know, or perhaps the more I don’t want to know.

I have no clue how the hell I turned out like this.

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tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?

Nubis.
And ice cream.
And Little Dragon.

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Mar
1st
Thu
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March 26-31st. Snow and good company.

March 26-31st. Snow and good company.

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Feb
27th
Mon
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Who needs sleep

We are all getting old. I don’t know why I typed that but it felt accurate for the moment. I had beers with a classmate after our study session and she said that she wasn’t sure if she could go through with nursing because she thinks she would get too attached to the customers. She winced as she talked about patients dying. But that’s part of it, this whole dying thing. We’re all getting old and we’re all going to die. The world can’t hold onto us for that long and it’ll be our time when the time comes. I told her this and of course she knows it and understands it but death is something that seems a bit unfamiliar to her. Since I was a kid, I’ve embraced death. We had plenty of dogs, cats, gerbils, hermit crabs, fish. They all died. We buried them and moved on. I never cried for any of them.

I’m trying to figure out what’s going on right now. The new job is good but my head is busy. There are things to plan and prioritize and it’s hard to shuffle everything around when there’s school in the picture. Fall was rough and it was exciting to think that the Spring semester would be quiet. I guess there’s always Summer. No classes then. Breather. Still no sitting still.

Sleep issues again. Not worth making note of. After a long and exhausting weekend, I tossed in bed as I thought about chemistry. Must study to relieve the stress, but hard to study when so tired.

Mom and sister in town this weekend. Short visit. Taking them to NAHBS and feeling selfish for doing so, but the damn thing was far enough the last two years that there’s no way in hell I’m missing it this year. And Saturday is booked with the Merco race, so that’s out. I’ve got to think of some other things for us to do. Eating. Getting nails done. Drive around. Play Scrabble. We’ll figure it out.

Things are going to be good. A lot of pushing at this point until momentum picks up.

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